Linda (Loopy). E. Cragg

Been a while.....

Hello Mum, Sorry I have not been here since Friday but as I am sure you have seen it was the weekend and me and Gary moved house (again) I bet thats what you keep saying and I took an extra 2 days off to get it sorted for the both of us.. I will light a candle for you in a moment..

9 days hey mum till I turn 30 Years Old. Another one of those days where it is really going to hurt without you being there, this is going to be the first birthday without you. I am sure you knew about this because all the years growing up I always begged and begged you for a Silver Box Make Up set and really really posh one and i never ever got one until last Year. Did you know it was going to be the last one you would see my face smile getting a present from you? I think you did because you fulfilled something that I always wanted and I want to thank you for that mum, I always use it and it always reminds me of you but then most of my things do.. I am going to miss getting spolit by you because you could never ever resist could you even sometimes dad didn't know you got me those little extra things :)

I love you mum and I really hope you will be watching over me on Friday, it's not going to be a happy day with it being the 1st wihtout you on top of Ian's anniversary but I'll get through it I got to I'll be 30 a grown woman even more so....

Love you always mum never ever to be forgotten... xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Nicola (Daughter)

June 13, 2007

My Mum

Morning Mum, Nearly choked on my tears reading Ed and Dads messages just, I know your peaceful where you are now too and I know you are watching over us all in turn. I hope your looking down on me for my birthday, can you believe it your little girl is going to be 30 in 14 days not so little anymore am I but I'll always be your little princess always mum.. I love you so so much and would love to see you for one more time xxx

Nicola (Little Girl)

June 8, 2007

haha, opening post

haha, ive just read nik's tribute and i laughed my head off at the opening post thing, u always used dad as an excuse 2 open my mail, yes as u know it annoyed me sometimes but i'd do anything 2 wake up and catch u opening my post now lol, i think i get my cheeky sense of humour from u, lol. love u more than u could ever imagine, my mum, my rock, my shoulder, sleep well.xxxxxx

Edwin (Son)

June 6, 2007

Always On My Mind...

Well Mum I am going to be 30 in 21 days and it is the 1st birthday I am going to have to have without you, it's going to be such a hard day mum without having you there as I know you always done your best to spoil me even though I am grown up, please look over me on that day won't you?
Me and Gary were going to buy a house as you know but I think it is going to fall through but fingers crossed when Gary goes to see about this job on Monday we might be able to save the house so please please follow him there, kick him up the bum if you have to and help him to get this job because I would love this house so much mum, I know some things are not meant to be but if you can do anything please please do..

Marley's birthday on Monday hey mum, poor little love is going to be so lost to isn't he, not used to NOT getting spoilt by his Nan, mind you it was like his birthday everyday and it still is, dad tries..

Going to go and do some wrok now mum and I won't be here to light candles for you this weekend but you know I will make up for it all on Monday..

Love you always Beautiful one

Your loving daughter and princess

Nicola

xxx

Nicola (Daughter)

June 1, 2007

Loving You...

Hi Mum, Sorry I have not wrote in a while as you know I can only write when I am in work. Dad came to stay with us on Friday with marley and I think he had a good night I hope you were watching over us mum.. We all miss you so much, Marley too so so much.... I love you mum look over me when you can All my love forever Nicola xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Nicola (Daughter)

May 30, 2007

Missing You....

Morning Mum, As dad says there it all feels like a bad dream and we are all waiting to wake up from it, I sit there most nights just staring at your picture saying in my head 'Why' 'Why'.. I miss you so much mum.. I even miss you shouting at me and opening my post.. Oh mum I love you so much.. Please look over me and keep me safe.. Love always and forever, your loving daughter Nicola xxxx

Nicola (Daughter)

May 22, 2007

Missing You...

Hello Mum, I want to say sorry for not being there for your Wedding Anniversary, I'm sure you can see me and understand the money situation we are in right now, I am also sorry I did not buy you a card or any flowers I will make it up to you and dad I promise.. Something I wanted to ask dad but didn't feel I should as it was always a me and you thing was 'Is this your real one or pretend one'? You always made me laugh with that trying to con an extra present but then where would I get it from if you weren't like that? God mum I really miss you so much it hurts badly, it hurts to sit in your chair thinking you should be sitting in it and me next to you but I won't let anyone else sit there.. Me and Gary both woke up Saturday morning and said Happy Anniversary to you and dad... Just wish you were here so I could say it to you... Mum I am so lost without you, so lost with that female bond we had and I am still so waiting for this visit in my dreams.. Hope it will happen one day...

I love you forever and will miss you so much until the day I join you mum

Your loving Daughter Nicola xxx

Nicola (Daughter)

May 14, 2007

happy wedding anniversary

to a wonderful couple - auntie lin and uncle ed,
today is your special day to think back on all the wonderful years you shared together and all the happy memories you share. I am sure you will be closer today than any other day of the year. You are one of few couples that have earned the rights to be proud of what you have.. The love you share together is stronger than many other couples. Thinking of you on your special day and sending all our love maria and dale xxxxxxxxxxx

Maria (niece)

May 12, 2007

happy wedding anniversary

to a wonderful couple - auntie lin and uncle ed,
today is your special day to think back on all the wonderful years you shared together and all the happy memories you share. I am sure you will be closer today than any other day of the year. You are one of few couples that have earned the rights to be proud of what you have.. The love you share together is stronger than many other couples. Thinking of you on your special day and sending all our love maria and dale xxxxxxxxxxx

Maria (niece)

May 12, 2007

Still Missing You

In the quiet of the evening
I sit and think of you
I open up my memory book
Of the things we used to do

And as I turn the pages of time
My eyes are filled with tears
For although I have my memories
I can't hold back the years

I just can't get used to loosing you
It's torn my heart apart
Knowing I'll never see you again lyn
We'll never be apart

The bond we had between us
No one can take away
It's locked away within my heart
And there it's going to stay

Lyn, you were gone before we knew it
And only god knows why
None of us had a chance to even say goodbye

We know you'll watch over us
All of the time
And of all the hearts your in
There's one special place in mine

You died peacefully
And were not in any pain
In another moment in time
We'll all be re-united again

Love you loads and loads
Your sister
Carol

Carol Robinson (Sister)

May 11, 2007